You said that he cried to beg you stay and gave him one more chance.
He said he will change and repent himself if you can stay.
He said he can’t lose you.
Yeah, I only can say it’s easy for men to say love, but sometimes you can’t feel love through their behaviour.
You told me you agreed to give him one more chance, because you still have feeling for him.
I asked you about the length of the time limit which you gave him.
Your answer was that short term is one month and long term is rest of your life.
I have to say I was really shocked to hear your answer.
In my position, your good friend, I hope you can find the other RIGHT person.
He is not the person who worth you spending the rest of life due to his behaviour.
However, I can understand why you made this decision.
I’m also a woman.
Some years ago, I have struggled for a long time to make my own decision.
Until now, the shadow is still in my mind.
My heart has told me it was not a correct decision, but my brain has told me it was absolute correct.
However, I believe that my brain will persuade my heart one day.
How about you?
Does he change from his heart for you or just want to detain you?
I pray that he wants to be good for you.
Anyway, my dear good friend, I hope you can find your own happiness whatever with him or without him.